Swing Trading mindset

It started with luck before it became a passion personal project. Before coming to NZ, I put 5 lakhs rupees in my mum’s demat account to trade Indian markets. It was never my idea to trade Indian markets full-time or even part-time. But I somehow lost 10% of my mum’s capital in February and March. The idea of losing Mum's money is disappointing. I just didn’t know how to cope with that. I have faced a lot of losses before, so I am kind of numb and unreactive when my portfolio is at a loss. I don’t do anything when my portfolio is tossed into a loss. I took 1% of the remaining capital and started derivatives trading from the capital. The reason I started with derivatives trading was because I knew this is how I will make money quickly. I end up losing more. And then I decided to quit everything and wait for a clear-cut market direction. In March markets were directionless and making money buying options was difficult or not possible for a retail trader. So, the best decision was to ...